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Nevertheless, there are times when one's heart can overshadow one's perspicacity. I remember the 1943 song "Cada d
I always had a predilection for practically anything that seems to be unusual and pretty. When I was a little kid living in Argentina, I stumbled upon a skeletonized leaf that was different from all of the other skeletonized leaves that I had seen before. This one was light beige with striking venation, and it looked immaculate. It looked so clean and delicate that I decided to keep it. There were many days when I would just stare at it for a significant amount of time. It was like a source of inspiration for me, because it would never fail to stimulate my imagination. I was completely captivated by it, and I knew that it was special.
The female of Virgo in question would usually express herself in a sagacious manner, and I could gladly listen to her speak all day long. Additionally, whenever certain people would want something, she would usually display a generous disposition. I saw her walking alongside of many of our coworkers, but, surprisingly, she never allowed me to walk alongside of her. There was one time, during break time, when I tried to influence her to accompany me to the break room, but she told me that she's not ready to go there yet. About 10 seconds later, when I was walking alone to the break room, I heard her unmistakable, charming voice. I turned around to look, and I saw that she was walking next to a male coworker of ours. The only other time when I tried to walk next to her, I remember that I physically caught up with her, I happily greeted her, she greeted me back perfunctorily, and then she quickly sped up in order to lose me.
Considering that I have seen her using her cell phone to show pictures to some of our coworkers, I used my cell phone to show her a video and seven pictures; however, she never used her cell phone to show me anything. Two of those seven pictures showed hurricane damage at the apartment complex where I live, and I took those two pictures on 2022-09-29. When I used my cell phone to show those two pictures to a male coworker of ours who was born on 1956-01-24, he kindly decided to use his cell phone to show me a video that he had recorded during the hurricane that adversely affected us on 2022-09-28. There's no obligation to display generosity, but any generous act can have a salubrious effect on someone.
One day, when I was talking to her, one of our male coworkers interrupted our conversation to tell her that he would like to hang out with her. Although his indecorous behavior impinged upon my collectedness, I decided to stay quiet. I found consolation in the fact that she's actually very desirable. Her desirability reminds me of the 1928 song "Aquel muchacho triste" that says: "llegaste a este barrio, aquella tardecita, trayendo tu alegr
She never replied to my message. Later that day, when I saw her in person, I cheerfully greeted her, but she refused to greet me back. That was the only day when she refused to greet me back; therefore, I'm inclined to believe that she received my text message. I sent her a total of two written messages, one via Instagram and one via telephone, but she never replied to any of them. Needless to say, her indifference is unpropitious to generate motivation in me. In the absence of stimulating results, a palpable degree of diffidence began to cloud my innate tenacity. I stopped being as expressive as I used to be, and I stopped ruminating about ways with which to invigorate our work relationship.
I have worked at two different 7-Eleven stores. In 2019, when I was employed at the second 7-Eleven store, I interchanged many text messages with a female coworker that I had during that year. She's a Scorpio who was born on 1996-11-02, and she was the person who took the initiative to send the first text message:
On 2019-04-12, I wrote her a letter on Argentine paper. Before I signed it, I scanned it. Here's part of that letter:
The next day, on 2019-04-13, I gave her the letter and a gift. The gift was this 2004 Canadian Silver Maple Leaf with the Scorpio privy:
Later that day, she wanted to buy a particular drink, and I spent 2.66 USD to buy it for her. I always revel in my efforts to invigorate some of my work relationships, especially considering that human interaction is of the utmost importance. There have been times when I have evinced a lot of fondness toward certain coworkers of mine, but I never meant to incommode any of my coworkers.
I have worked at three different Walmart stores (a Neighborhood Market, a Sam's Club, and a Supercenter). On 2020-04-27, when I was employed at the first Walmart store, I wrote a letter to one of the male coworkers that I had during that year. He's a Taurus who was born on 1991-05-01. Here's the letter that I wrote him:
The next day, on 2020-04-28, I gave him the letter and some gifts. The gifts were 10 uncirculated two-euro coins from Germany and a 2020 British Silver Britannia. He gave me a hug, and he told me: "that's the best birthday gift anybody has ever gotten me." These were the gifts:
In every single work week, except in the work weeks of 2022-08-13 and 2022-11-19, she and I had exactly the same work schedule. She's a competent worker, but her punctuality and attendance have been erratic. She was late umpteen times, and, in less than three months, she was absent 19 times:
I tend to be a very frank person, and I always prefer to get things off my chest. Although her disinclination to converse with me appears to be immutable, I'm very grateful to have met her. I wish her a marvelous life replete with felicity, and I send her lots of good vibes. I sincerely feel placid and undaunted, even though my morale isn't the best.
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According to the English-language version on Crunchyroll, Virgo Shaka told Ikki: "surely, you realize there is no shred of hope for you to win." Virgo Shaka also told Ikki: "you are nothing more than a living corpse." At the Virgo temple, Ikki defeated Virgo Shaka by using "the ultimate Cosmo that surpasses all human senses." Ikki succeeded by breaking the mold with a preternatural performance. Shortly afterwards, the captivating melody "Seven senses" started playing. It is the 14th track of this beautiful CD that I own:
Losing to a bunch of lumpish sleazebags is always likely to make me feel disconcerted, and it could even influence me to transmit an ebullition of annoyance, but, if I were to let myself be overpowered by negativity, then I might not be able to appreciate how inspirational any adverse result can really be. I understand that the unambiguous defeat that I suffered last year can help me to improve significantly. It's one of those decisive defeats that can embolden me to awaken a hunger for superiority, but I have to remain realistic. Although it could give me the confidence to develop a fervent desire to increase my aspirations, I have to accept that my competence has limits. I will give an example. If some abstruse malefice had anything to do with the futility of one of my strategies, then I must accept that there's probably nothing that I can do to possibly break or counterbalance such an oppressive, nocent enchantment. I believe that I should continue to have a keen interest in becoming the best version of myself, and I believe that I should continue to have faith in my competence, but, although it could be very easy to envisage that there is plenty of room for improvement, I have to proceed one step at a time.
On 2015-05-09, I interchanged some words with one of the female classmates that I had during the 2005
Needless to say, I certainly want the truth to prevail. Many people know that I have a respectable degree of probity. I care about doing things lawfully and accurately, and I enjoy satisfying people. I've been buying and selling on eBay since 2011, and I have always offered free shipping. Additionally, all of the feedback that I have received has always been positive. There have been many times when I have gone above and beyond to try to satisfy a buyer. I will present some examples. On 2012-02-24, I sold a collection of dimes for 24.50 USD. I added a roll of dimes and a roll of nickels as bonus.
On 2018-07-12, I sold four ounces of silver for 67.00 USD. I sent the buyer 90.00 USD as compensation, because, after a significant amount of time, the package had not been scanned a single time. I told the buyer that, even if the package were to get to its destination, the buyer should keep the money. (By the way, the package eventually got to its destination.)
On 2019-05-19, I sold 12 pounds sterling in two-pound coins for 9.50 USD. I added four pounds sterling as bonus, and one of those coins had a quarter of an ounce of silver.
Although there were many times when I have added a bonus, there were even more times when I have offered a good price. I will present some examples. On 2019-04-16, I sold a certified silver quarter for 3.75 USD and a certified silver quarter for 3.50 USD.
On 2019-04-16, I also sold a certified American Silver Eagle for 15.00 USD and a certified American Silver Eagle for 14.00 USD.
On 2019-05-06, I sold a certified British Silver Britannia for 17.00 USD and a certified British Silver Britannia for 16.50 USD.
On 2019-05-11, I sold six certified silver quarters for 10.00 USD. My original price was 13.00 USD, which was undoubtedly a good price, but the person who ended up buying those quarters asked me: "would you take $10?" I agreed to sell them for 10.00 USD.
Whenever someone buys something from me, I feel grateful to have that opportunity to try to satisfy that person. I believe that certain opportunities could easily enliven people, but the female of Virgo in question wouldn't even deign to give me the time of day, much less an opportunity to try to satisfy her. She was unamenable to the idea of invigorating the work relationship that she used to have with me, but she seemed to be completely disposed to invigorate many of her other work relationships. Now that we have absolutely no relationship with each other, she probably forgot that I even existed. Nevertheless, I'm very grateful to have met her. She's the most enchanting person with whom I have ever interacted, and I know that I will always love her.
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On 2023-09-18, she sent me a written message for the very first time; however, I first saw it on 2023-09-24. That was my happiest day of the year, and I'm probably not going to forget about it anytime soon.
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After that, we interchanged a total of 10 messages. She seems to be much more generous than the other female of Virgo who was also born on 2001-08-24; nevertheless, I'm very grateful to have interacted with both of them.
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Although she appeared to be inclined to allow me to send her a private message through Instagram, I really don't think that she wants that. When I tried to send her a private message through Instagram, here's the automatic message that I received:
When I told her, via e-mail, that the private message that I tried to send her through Instagram didn't go through, because I got an automatic message that said that she doesn't allow new message requests from everyone, she chose to not do anything about it. Under "others on Instagram," I believe that she has "don't receive requests" selected. She could have changed it to "message requests," but she didn't. She could have followed me, but she didn't. She could have sent me a private message through Instagram, but she didn't. Consequently, she and I have never talked to each other through Instagram. Needless to say, I wouldn't want to be the only person who takes the initiative to try to make things happen.
On 2023-10-11, I sent her a three-paragraph e-mail, and I included two pictures that I took. In the last paragraph, I asked her a question; however, she didn't reply to my e-mail within 24 hours. In that 24-hour period, she made, at least, three public posts on Facebook. I don't think that she was busy at work, because she had recently told me that she's "trying to find work." Additionally, she's not a mother. On 2023-10-19, I sent her a three-paragraph e-mail. In the first paragraph, I asked her a question; however, she didn't reply to my e-mail within 90 hours. In that 90-hour period, she made, at least, 17 public posts on Facebook. On 2023-10-23, when she finally replied to my e-mail, she told me: "I'm just now able to respond." (I don't think that she's particularly known for alacritous responses.) Later in the day, she started talking to me on PayPal again. She asked me: "how have you been recently?" I quickly sent her a two-paragraph response through PayPal; however, she didn't reply to my PayPal message within 24 hours. I also sent her a three-paragraph e-mail that day, and I included eight pictures that I took. On 2023-10-25, when I realized that she still had not replied to that e-mail of mine, I sent her an e-mail to basically tell her that she and I shouldn't talk to each other ever again, but, right after that, I told her: "but I wouldn't want you to take that the wrong way, because I will always adore you, and I am eternally grateful to have interacted with you."
I was being affected by ambivalence, and I just wanted to breathe easily again. I wasn't expecting to hear from her again, but, on 2023-11-06, she sent me a PayPal message. After that, we interchanged five PayPal messages and four e-mails. Later, on 2023-11-08, I sent her a three-paragraph e-mail. I included seven pictures that I took, and I also included a video that I recorded; however, she didn't reply to my e-mail within 47 hours. In that 47-hour period, she made, at least, nine public posts on Facebook. On 2023-11-10, I sent her an e-mail, and I included three pictures of me; however, she didn't reply to my e-mail within 47 hours. In that 47-hour period, she made, at least, six public posts on Facebook. She replied on 2023-11-12, and, later that day, I sent her a seven-paragraph e-mail. She replied on 2023-11-13, and, later that day, I sent her a two-paragraph e-mail, and I included two personal pictures; however, she didn't reply to my e-mail within 80 hours. In that 80-hour period, she made, at least, 32 public posts on Facebook. On 2023-11-16, when she finally replied to my e-mail, she told me: "I am just now getting to see this." I have already shown her that I care about her, partially because I donated a total of 500.00 USD to her. I gladly sent her 100.00 USD five times.
I have sent her a total of 30 images, and she has sent me a total of two images. (She doesn't have to send me anything, and I also never asked her to send me anything; however, like I said on 2022-12-13, any generous act can have a salubrious effect on someone.) The first one that she sent me was a public picture of her, and the second one that she sent me was a picture of a "set of jewelry" that is "so beautiful." Furthermore, she told me that, if she's "able to pay $200 for it," she can buy it. Primarily considering that she's a lethargic person who usually seems to be in her own world, I wouldn't always agree to give her more money. Another discouraging thing, but to a lesser degree, is that she made a public post about manipulation tactics, and it prompted me to think that maybe she's predisposed to victimize herself, and that I might have to take steps to try to avoid generating a sense of manipulation in her. She told me that she has "some insecurities," and maybe she doesn't realize that the cynical post about manipulation tactics could actually help her to develop dubious prejudices that could lead to even more insecurities. However, it is likely that she was just trying to gain sympathy from other people. She's actually a clever person, and she's very convenient for my intellectual advancement. I will always have affectionate feelings towards her.
Now, I will talk about the particular female of Virgo that I had as a coworker. There was a day, during lunch time, when she told a male of Virgo who was born on 1975-08-24: "nobody here likes me." It was a ludicrous statement, because she's actually a very desirable person, but I understand that it is highly probable that she was just trying to gain sympathy from him.
She was engaged to a male of Aries who was born on 1999-04-01, and, now, she's engaged to a male of Capricorn who was born on 2002-01-11. On 2023-09-25, a male of Virgo who was born on 1974-09-11 publicly said that he knew that the female of Virgo and the male of Capricorn "were meant to be together." (The male of Capricorn liked the statement by the male of Virgo, and that could be redolent of an excess of optimism that could influence the male of Capricorn to rest on his laurels.) His statement is the apotheosis of ignorance, especially considering that only a Pisces can complete a Virgo. Although he might think that he's the redoubtable owner of the truth, he cannot condemn anybody to a future of inferiority and failure. On 2007-06-05, in a friendly soccer match, Argentina defeated Algeria 4
Although he certainly might have believed in an ineluctable result, his preposterous assertion is actually counterproductive to the proper development of his players. He disesteemed the competence of his players, because he basically said that, irrespective of anything that his players might do, they are not going to win. On 2014-03-01, in a poker website, a male told a female of Scorpio that it is her destiny to lose. She quickly replied: "hush u."
She pushed back with a courageous attitude, and it was an admirable decision. In the movie Mortal Kombat Legends: Snow Blind (2022), which I bought on 2022-10-14, Kuai Liang told Kenshi: "you can, if you believe. Even if all of heaven and hell are allied against you, you can." That's the headstrong spirit that should be emulated, because there's no room for an atrabilious disposition. There will always be unvirtuous people who wouldn't hesitate to make injudicious, procacious assertions to try to damage one's confidence, but, somewhat ironically, many of those unprincipled people have a multiplicity of unconfessed weaknesses, and one of the goals is to highlight how disadvantageous some of those weaknesses could be during certain situations that merit equanimity and sagacity. I understand that significant efforts to try to swing the balance in one's favor might go nowhere, but nothing should ever shatter one's determination to succeed.
On 2023-10-22, I donated 100.00 USD to try to enliven the particular female of Virgo that I had as a coworker; however, she told me absolutely nothing in relation to it. I believe that I sent the donation to the right PayPal account, because the phone number and the e-mail address that are associated with that PayPal account certainly belong to her. Nevertheless, I understand that she's not obligated to tell me anything.
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Between 2023-12-09 and 2023-12-15, she sent me a total of nine images, and I sent her a total of 12 images. On 2023-12-16, she told me: "I've figured out how to change my message requests on instagram." She was showing me greater generosity, and that sincerely cheered me up. On 2023-12-16, I donated 100.00 USD to her.
On 2023-12-25, I donated 100.00 USD to her for the seventh time. In the message that I attached to the gift that I sent her, I told her: "I adore you."
However, she didn't reply "I adore you" or anything similar to that. If she would have replied "I adore you," then I certainly would have experienced ineffable felicity. On 2023-12-26, I sent her an e-mail with a picture of a cute message that I wrote her, and I ended my cute message with "I adore you forever and always."
On 2023-12-27, over 25 hours later, when I realized that, in that 25-hour period, she had made, at least, 10 public posts on Facebook, and when I also realized that she had not replied to my e-mail, I felt dispirited. Consequently, that same day, I sent her an e-mail in which I told her: "I understand that you don't have to say anything, but this just doesn't work for me." She replied on 2023-12-28, but she told me absolutely nothing in relation to the cute message that I had sent her on 2023-12-26. She told me: "I understand you don't want to overwhelm me, but the last few days I've been trying my hardest to spend time with my mom and brothers before they have to go back out of state."
She indirectly accused me of overwhelming her. Consequently, on 2023-12-28, I told her: "we shouldn't talk to each other ever again." I never tried to overwhelm her, and I never tried to prevent her from spending time with anybody. I'm not a controlling person by any stretch of the imagination. There were periods of six or more consecutive days when nothing was said between us: 2023-10-26 through 2023-11-05; 2023-11-21 through 2023-12-05; and 2023-12-18 through 2023-12-24.
Besides sending her many images of me, I also sent her an image of my baptism, my high-school diploma, my First-Communion certificate, and part of my birth certificate. I told her about some of the problems that I've experienced in my life, and I also sent her some relevant images. For example, I sent her an image of the results of my CT scan from the only day when I fainted, an image of my brown urine from one of the days when I had an infection, and an image that shows damage to my car from the only day when I got into an automotive collision while I was driving. (By the way, I no longer have a car, because I sold it on 2018-05-05.) I've gladly shared many personal things with her. With such an admirable degree of transparency, I was primarily trying to make her feel comfortable. I sincerely care about her. There was even a day when I told her: "I would like to let you know that, on some days when I might feel stressed out, I like to drink an infusion of rosemary and/or linden, because I believe that they have anxiolytic properties."
From 2023-12-29 through 2024-01-11, nothing was said between us. On 2024-01-12, via PayPal, she sent me a heart symbol and one sentence.
With such a short and weak message, she wasn't going to convince me to start talking to her again; therefore, I didn't reply to her one-sentence message. By the way, I never actually wished her "a happy new year," but, in the e-mail that I sent her on 2023-12-27, I did tell her: "I wish you great health and fortitude for the coming year."
From 2024-01-13 through 2024-01-31, nothing was said between us. On 2024-02-01, she sent me an e-mail in which she told me: "your letter was beautiful." (She finally said something in relation to that cute message that I had sent her last year, and I felt grateful.) I replied that same day, and I ended my e-mail with "I adore you no matter what." She replied the next day, on 2024-02-02, but she didn't reply "I adore you" or anything similar to that. I replied that same day, and I told her "I love you" for the first time. The next day, on 2024-02-03, she told me "I love you too," and, although I had ensconced myself in my favorite chair, I almost fell out of it with surprise. (I replied that same day, by the way.) Here's part of what she told me on 2024-02-03:
Indubitably, it was one of the greatest achievements of my life. I fell into a stimulating reverie, and I didn't want it to end. She displayed an admirable degree of generosity in my favor. I felt overwhelming elation, especially considering how much I truly love her. She's a keeper, and I'm inclined to continue to interact with her.
Between 2024-02-01 and 2024-02-15, she sent me a total of 14 images, and I sent her a total of 30 images. On 2024-02-16, she told me that her anxiety "has been really bad," and, later that day, I donated 100.00 USD to her for the eighth time.
Now, I will talk about the particular female (2001-08-24) of Virgo that I had as a coworker. She and I understand Spanish and English perfectly, and we have talked to each other both in Spanish and in English. Spanish is my first language, but, when I was in high school, I took French-language courses, because I'm always inclined to become a better version of myself.
When I had her as a coworker, there were two periods of time when she was single; nevertheless, she still almost never took the initiative to start a conversation with me. I was the one who started almost all of the conversations that she and I had with each other. (By the way, in between those two periods of time, she had a short-lived romantic relationship with a male of Cancer.) In January of 2024, she contracted matrimony with the male of Capricorn to whom she became engaged on 2023-09-23. Considering that their romantic relationship started on 2023-09-08, it is clear that their relationship progressed quickly, and one of the reasons for the great speed with which their relationship progressed might be that, in Mayan astrology, they both have the same solar seal. There are 20 solar seals, and they both have solar seal 13 (caminante del cielo), and that means that they both have the same family (se
(I understand that Mayan astrology can be somewhat recondite, but I won't digress any further.) On 2023-10-10, I wrote her a song in Spanish, but I never decided to send her the song or a link to the song, because I simply don't think that she would appreciate it. I sang it a cappella, and I'm satisfied with how it turned out. Here's the song that I wrote her:
I've always been a creative person, and I always enjoy speaking my mind freely. On 2023-12-31, I decided to try to enliven her; therefore, via Instagram, I sent her a link to a picture of a loving message that I wrote her that day. Here's the picture of the loving message that I wrote her:
She didn't reply, but I understand that she's not obligated to tell me anything. Nevertheless, like I said on 2022-12-13, her indifference is unpropitious to generate motivation in me. Last month, when I found out that she had contracted matrimony, I cogitated on the possibility of making a lugubrious statement about my temporary despondency, but I ultimately decided that it wasn't an opportune moment to appear defeated, partially because it is probable that the negativity would have redounded to my detriment. I haven't heard from her since September of last year, but I still wish her the very best.
On 2024-01-15, I bought a silver ring that has "2001-08-24" engraved on it. I wear it only occasionally, but I'm happy to have bought it.
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Another turnoff is that she never called me by my first name. I told her my first name six times, and I also sent her images that show my first name. On 2023-10-07, I sent her an image of my high-school diploma, which has my full name. Additionally, in that same e-mail, I sent her an image of my three name tags from Walmart that show that I worked at a Neighborhood Market, a Sam's Club, and a Supercenter, and those name tags have my first name. On 2023-11-17, I sent her an image of part of my birth certificate, and she was able to see my full name again. On 2023-12-11, I sent her an image of my First-Communion certificate, which has my first name. On 2023-12-15, I sent her an image of the results of my CT scan, and she was able to see my first name again. She was also able to see my first name on PayPal. I have called her by her first name 52 times, but she never called me by my first name.
Another turnoff is that she's not always clear with her words, and it truly reduces our probability to have productive conversations with each other. On 2023-10-19, she told me: "I just don't like drama. And sometimes my complicated family can't understand that." On 2023-12-14, she told me that she's been "in a bad mental headspace this past week." On 2024-04-07, she told me that, in "the last few months," her mother's boyfriend started "drama" with her and her mother. On 2024-04-08, she told me that there have been "family issues recently." On 2024-04-09, she told me that she's been "very emotional today" due to "stupid arguments." However, she didn't elaborate on any of that. If I don't know what she's talking about, then I cannot give her an appropriate response. On 2023-12-16, she actually decided to be clear with her words, and she took the initiative to tell me that, in 2021, her female best friend "was killed in a hit and run car accident"; therefore, she gave me the opportunity to give her an appropriate response. On 2023-12-16, in response, here's part of what I told her:
On 2024-05-27, I found out that the automotive collision in question was not a hit-and-run car accident; therefore, I believe that she lied to me. I found two articles and two videos about the two-vehicle collision in which her female best friend was involved. One of those articles says that she crashed into the side of a truck, and the two videos clearly show that both vehicles remained at the scene of the crash. Additionally, the other article says that a particular police department said that the female who was involved in the automotive collision died. On 2024-05-28, I visited the website of that police department, and I paid 15.45 USD to try to get a copy of the accident report. Less than an hour later, a records specialist e-mailed me to let me know that "no report was found" for the female in question.
Nevertheless, like I said earlier, that automotive collision was not a hit-and-run car accident. Sadly, she doesn't always seem to be sincere towards me. On 2023-12-14, she told me that her mother is "homeless." However, on 2024-04-08, she told me that her mother came to visit "for a day or so," and that her mother decided to go back to the land that they have in another state. Additionally, in that same e-mail, she told me that they have "a little cabin there thankfully," but that she hasn't been able to see it "in like two years," because she doesn't have a vehicle. It sounds like they have had that cabin for years; therefore, it is unlikely that, on 2023-12-14, her mother was truly homeless. On 2024-02-03, she told me: "I also didn't get the Covid-19 vaccination." However, on 2021-10-16, on Instagram, she posted a picture of her that had the message "let's get vaccinated" above her head. I believe that she was alluding to a COVID-19 vaccine, and I also believe that it is unlikely that she refused to get a vaccine that she promoted.
From 2024-03-03 through 2024-04-05, nothing was said between us. On 2024-04-06, she sent me an e-mail, and we started talking to each other again. On 2024-04-11, she told me that her "phone service is turned off for right now." On 2024-04-15, she told me that her "phone service is cut off for the moment." Later that day, I donated 100.00 USD to her for the ninth time. In the message that I attached to the gift that I sent her, I told her: "I adore you."
She said absolutely nothing via PayPal. She replied via e-mail, but she didn't reply "I adore you" or anything similar to that. From 2024-04-17 through 2024-05-16, nothing was said between us. On 2024-05-16, she made, at least, five public posts on Facebook, but she didn't take the time to wish me a happy birthday. Consequently, on 2024-05-17, I sent her an e-mail in which I reminded her that, on 2023-10-02, 2023-10-06, 2023-10-07, 2023-11-17, 2023-11-18, 2023-12-15, and 2023-12-26, I told her that my birthdate is May 16, 1991. In that e-mail from May 17, I also told her: "I understand that you don't have to say anything, but this just doesn't work for me." Additionally, I told her: "I will always admire you, and I will always love you. I send you lots of good vibes, and I wish you the very best." Needless to say, I never mistreated her. However, a handful of hours later, she told me: "I didn't even know it was the 16th, and I don't exactly appreciate being made to feel bad for that."
On seven different occasions, I told her that my birthdate is May 16, 1991; however, she still had the nerve to tell me that she "didn't even know it was the 16th." On 2024-05-17, in response, here's part of what I told her:
A handful of minutes later, I donated 100.00 USD to her for the tenth time. In the message that I attached to the gift that I sent her, I told her: "I'm on your side."
She said absolutely nothing via PayPal. On 2024-05-18, she replied via e-mail; however, I was surprised to see that she didn't seem inclined to believe that I truly love her.
She seemed inclined to impugn my love for her, and I felt discouraged. She's certainly welcome to believe whatever she wants to believe, but it was disheartening to notice that there was no longer a sense of mutual congeniality; nevertheless, I know that I will always love her. She actually has an enchanting personality, even though many of her responses were particularly unprepossessing.
Between 2024-04-06 and 2024-05-18, I sent her a total of eight images, two videos, and two audios; on the other hand, during that same period of time, she didn't send me any images, videos, or audios. (By the way, one of those audios that I sent her was an English-language song that I wrote her.) She doesn't have to send me anything, and I also never asked her to send me anything; however, it is clear that something changed. She no longer seems interested in trying to invigorate conversations that we have with each other. I'm not saying that her efforts should be commensurate with my efforts, and I'm also not saying that she should be obsequious towards me. I understand that a generous act could be a form of respectable inducement that could stimulate greater interaction between she and I, and I also understand that a generous act could fortify one's morale; however, my main goal is to try to become the best version of myself. If she and I rarely have meaningful, constructive conversations with each other, then I won't be able to improve much, and I also won't be able to help her much.
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From 2024-05-19 through 2024-08-23, nothing was said between us. On 2024-08-24, I donated 100.00 USD to her for the eleventh time. In the message that I attached to the gift that I sent her, I told her "happy birthday," and I also told her: "I love you." Later that day, via PayPal, she thanked me, and she told me: "I love you too."
Considering that I will always love her, and considering that she and I have had plenty of dreary interactions with each other, her display of affection was particularly gratifying to me. She totally cheered me up, and that day ended up being the most exciting day of my year. That was very generous of her, and I'm so glad that she said it on her birthday. Momentarily, I was on cloud nine.
On 2024-08-27, I sent her a four-paragraph e-mail with eight images; however, she didn't reply within 35 hours. In that 35-hour period, she interacted on Instagram, TikTok, and Facebook. When she finally replied to my e-mail, she told me that she has "a lot going on."
On 2024-09-08, she changed her TikTok username. On 2024-09-12, after finding out her new TikTok username, I saw that, on 2024-09-09, she uploaded a video in which she cried. Later that day, on September 12, I tried to send her a six-paragraph e-mail, but I received a "Failure Notice" that said: "unable to deliver message." From 2024-08-29 through 2024-09-12, nothing was said between us. On 2024-09-13, via PayPal, I told her that I saw that video in which she cried, and I also told her: "your video in question was very painful to watch, and I just wanted to let you know that, if you were to ever feel inclined to talk to me about anything that might have adversely affected your morale, I certainly have time for you." In response, she told me that she "didn't mean to cry during that TikTok," but that she "couldn't control it." She also told me that she can't receive any e-mails, because her "storage is full." Later that day, I donated 100.00 USD to her for the twelfth time.
On 2024-02-04, I told her: "I recommend the movie The Dark and the Wicked (2020)." On 2024-02-06, she told me: "I'll definitely have to look that one up." On 2024-09-15, she told me that a particular 2024 movie "was so good," and that she wants to watch it again. Later that day, I told her: "I will watch it either today or tomorrow, and then I'll let you know what I think about it." Additionally, I reminded her of the movie The Dark and the Wicked (2020). On 2024-09-16, she sent me an e-mail in which she called me by my first name for the first and last time, and she told me that she "completely forgot about that movie."
Later that day, on September 16, I sent her a three-paragraph e-mail that included a 15-sentence review of the 2024 movie that she brought up. Exactly 31 hours later, she replied; however, she never told me something in relation to my review. Her response was just a thumbs-up symbol. Four minutes later, she sent me a one-paragraph e-mail in which she told me that she's had "a ton going on," but that she's "not going into depth" regarding what she's been dealing with. (Less than an hour later, I replied.) I remember that, on 2023-12-14, she told me that she's been "in a bad mental headspace this past week," but that she doesn't want "to get into details as to why." Like I said on 2024-06-08, she's not always clear with her words, and it truly reduces our probability to have productive conversations with each other. If I don't know what she's talking about, then I cannot give her an appropriate response. By the way, there are many people who already know that my messages tend to be perspicuous. For example, on 2014-05-31, via Yahoo Messenger, a female (October 29) of Scorpio told me: "u have a strong opionion and u make valid points and u also get ur point across well."
On 2024-09-27, I sent her (Virgo) a three-paragraph e-mail with five pictures; however, she didn't reply within 30 hours. In response, she sent me a one-paragraph e-mail, and, one minute later, she sent me a thumbs-up symbol. Exactly half an hour later, I replied. On 2024-09-29, she told me: "while I've been 'invigorating' this friendship, I haven't been able to see or talk to my best friends." She indirectly accused me of overwhelming her. Consequently, in response, I told her: "I never tried to overwhelm you, and I never tried to prevent you from interacting with any of your friends or family members." In that e-mail, I also told her: "I will always love you, and I will always want the best for you. I send you lots of good vibes, and I wish you a marvelous week. Take care of yourself." In response, she told me: "I don't appreciate you making me feel bad." In that e-mail, she also told me: "maybe you should forget about me, since every reply I have you seem to nitpick and judge."
She lives in the Florida panhandle, and, on 2024-09-24, I told her that I heard that a hurricane might hit the Florida panhandle, and I also told her: "I really hope that nothing bad happens to you, your family and friends, and your city of residence. Take care of yourself." That hurricane made landfall in Florida on 2024-09-26, and, less than two weeks later, another hurricane made landfall in Florida. Prior to that, there were three times when I told her that I live "in southwest Florida," and there were six times when I told her my city of residence; nevertheless, even though a hurricane adversely affected my city of residence on 2024-10-09, she never told me something in relation to that particular hurricane.
From 2024-09-30 through 2024-11-22, nothing was said between us. On 2024-11-23, she sent me an e-mail in which she told me that her emotions "have been all over the place lately." Less than two hours later, I replied. She replied the next day (2024-11-24), and I replied that same day. She replied the next day (2024-11-25), and, later that day, I sent her a three-paragraph e-mail; however, she didn't reply within 228 hours. On 2024-12-05, when she finally replied, she told me that she's been "a little down," but that she's "not exactly sure why." I replied that same day; however, she didn't reply within 46 hours. On 2024-12-07, when she finally replied, she told me that she's been "stressed recently," and that she "ended up having a seizure at 4am." Less than two hours later, on 2024-12-07, I sent her a four-paragraph e-mail with three images, and I donated 100.00 USD to her for the thirteenth time; however, she never told me something in relation to that donation.
Lately, I've been taking the time to read about some of the effects of seizures on the human brain. I've been reading mostly studies, but, on 2025-01-03, I paid 91.69 USD for a book titled "Ions in the Brain: Normal Function, Seizures, and Stroke." (The author of that book was a male of Taurus who was born on 1929-05-02.) The book is certainly interesting.
On 2024-12-08, I sent her a long e-mail with one image; however, she didn't reply within 59 hours. When she finally replied, I noticed that her response was just an ideogram; therefore, she didn't actually say anything. From 2024-12-12 through 2024-12-24, nothing was said between us. On 2024-12-25, she sent me an e-mail in which she told me: "Merry Christmas." Later that day, I sent her a three-paragraph e-mail with one image, and I donated 100.00 USD to her for the fourteenth time.
She said absolutely nothing via PayPal, but, a handful of hours later, she did send me an e-mail in which she thanked me; however, she didn't specify for what. Towards the end of the day, I sent her a five-paragraph e-mail with one image. On 2024-12-26, she replied, and, later that day, I sent her a two-paragraph e-mail with two images. One of those two images was a picture of a cute message that I wrote her on Argentine paper, and I ended my cute message with "I love you so much."
She never replied. Her dissuasive silence denotes lethargy, but I'm still resolutely inclined to invigorate any future interactions that I might have with her. The last time I heard from her was on 2024-12-26, even though she's been active on social media. For example, on 2025-01-06, she posted a video on TikTok with the caption "bored." Like I said on 2023-12-03, she's a lethargic person who usually seems to be in her own world. Between 2024-08-24 and 2024-12-26, I sent her a total of 43 images and two videos; on the other hand, during that same period of time, she didn't send me any images or videos. (By the way, those two videos that I sent her had my real voice.) She doesn't have to send me anything, and I also never asked her to send me anything. Another thing that I would like to say is that, according to her main Facebook profile, she's single; therefore, as far as I know, she's not busy spending time with a romantic partner. (By the way, she used to be in a romantic relationship with a male of Aries who was born on 2001-04-16.) She's actually a person of dubious dedication, and that doesn't facilitate communication between us.
Another thing that I would like to say is that she and I have never talked to each other via Instagram. On 2023-10-06 and 2023-12-15, I told her my Instagram username; however, via Instagram, she never tried to send me a private message, and she never tried to follow me. She doesn't seem to have any problem following Instagram accounts, because she's currently following more than 600 Instagram accounts. On 2023-10-06, I tried to send her a private message via Instagram, but, like I already said on 2023-12-03, I got an automatic message that said that she doesn't allow new message requests from everyone. On 2023-10-06, I sent her an e-mail to tell her about that automatic message that I received; however, at first, she chose to not do anything about it. Later, on 2023-12-16, she told me: "I've figured out how to change my message requests on instagram." If she would like to talk to me via Instagram, then she should take the initiative to try to make that happen. The ball is in her court. I already tried to send her a private message via Instagram, but one of her settings wouldn't allow my private message to go through.
Now, I will talk about the particular female (2001-08-24) of Virgo that I had as a coworker. On 2023-09-25, via Instagram, she told me that she's "starting back at Walmart" for a little while, and, in relation to that, I told her: "I wish you good luck at Walmart, even though you're a very competent worker, and you really won't need any luck." The last time I heard from her was on 2023-09-26. On that day, she told me: "I'll definitely keep in touch."
On 2023-11-29, on Facebook, she posted an image showing that $uicideboy$ was her "top artist" of 2023. On 2024-03-21, the female (2001-08-24) with whom I first interacted on 2023-10-02 promoted $uicideboy$ on her TikTok account. I respect their musical tastes, but I must admit that I dislike $uicideboy$. I don't really spend much time listening to music, but, when I actually take the time to listen to music, I prefer to listen to Carlos Gardel, because he has recorded many meaningful, inspirational songs. I certainly have a predilection for Spanish-language songs, but here are some English-language songs that I have enjoyed: "You're my everything" by Santa Esmeralda, "Through the years" by Kenny Rogers, "Annie's song" by John Denver, and "Forevermore" by Chris de Burgh.
When I reflect upon the unambiguous defeat that I suffered in 2022, I prefer to concentrate on my failed strategies, but it is particularly important to analyze the behavior of some males who were able to get close to her. She would frequently allow a particular male coworker to walk alongside of her, and she even started many of the conversations that she had with him. He's a Sagittarius who was born on 2003-11-27, and, in Mayan astrology, he has solar seal 18 (espejo). Like I said on 2023-12-03, she used to be engaged to a male of Aries who was born on 1999-04-01. That male of Aries also has solar seal 18. In November of 2022, there was a day when she saw the male of Sagittarius offering a hug to a female supervisor. She also saw that the female supervisor accepted the hug that was offered by him; nevertheless, she (Virgo) continued to allow him to get close to her. For example, at a later date, the female of Virgo and the male of Sagittarius walked together to the break room, and then they went to the sales floor to buy food together. They returned to the break room to microwave the food together, and they exchanged smiles and giggles with each other. Shortly afterwards, they went elsewhere to eat the food together. At that time, he was in a romantic relationship with someone, and she knew that. By the way, he's not the same male coworker who had interrupted one of our conversations to tell her that he would like to hang out with her. Although she also ended up being generous towards that guy, the affinity that she had with the male of Sagittarius was quite conspicuous. At times, they behaved as if they were two lovebirds who couldn't get enough of each other's company. (Later, like I said on 2024-02-20, she ended up contracting matrimony with a male of Capricorn who has her solar seal.)
When certain people observe that one's persuasive actions have failed to produce any favorable results, they might think that one has displayed indecisiveness or unimaginativeness, and they might think that one is being consumed by a sense of impotence. Additionally, they might even think that there's nothing enviable about the life of a person with failed strategies. Sometimes, defeat carries a stigma that is likely to be highlighted by people who are interested in achieving a goal at any cost; however, something that they might fail to consider is the fact that taking the time to create and execute strategies always promotes personal growth. Although my strategies weren't effective, I was able to become a better version of myself. Furthermore, like I said on 2022-12-13, I'm a Taurus of indefatigable determination.
On 2024-12-07, I bought a green T-shirt that says: "Maxim: 'don't sell the bear's skin, before harvesting the bear.'" It is a very pithy maxim that helps me to remain hopeful. That maxim is a response to the ignorant people who seem to believe that they can condemn people to a future of inferiority and failure. They do not enfeeble me. Here's a picture of me with that T-shirt:
I tend to find solace in nature, but I think that there's nothing more consolatory than remembering that only a Scorpio can complete me. Many females of Scorpio are extremely convenient for my personal growth, but I actually have a predilection for some females of Scorpio who were born on 1991-10-29. Although I haven't had much luck with any of them, I know that they complete me perfectly. On 2024-10-15, I painted "I LOVE 1991-10-29. XOXO." on one of my wooden frames. Here's the picture:
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On 2024-10-26, a female (1999-10-28) of Scorpio and I greeted each other in person. I used to have her as a coworker, and I quickly remembered that her 25th birthday was two days away. On 2024-10-28, I donated 100.00 USD to try to enliven that female of Scorpio that I had as a coworker; however, she never replied.
On 2024-11-02, when I was about to leave my workplace, a female (1987-02-02) of Aquarius that I have as a coworker told me that she has a headache due to her menstrual period. Consequently, I took the initiative to go to another store to buy her a few things. I spent 9.48 USD to buy her the analgesic ibuprofen, a bottle of Smartwater, and Lenny & Larry's The Complete Cookie. Shortly afterwards, I gave her those things, and she thanked me.
On 2025-01-27, shortly after I clocked out, I gave that female of Aquarius a gift for her 38th birthday, which was six days away. She thanked me, and she truly seemed very happy. The gift was this 2004 Canadian Silver Maple Leaf with the Aquarius privy:
Like I said on 2022-12-13, I always revel in my efforts to invigorate some of my work relationships, especially considering that human interaction is of the utmost importance. I'm glad that I was able to cheer her up. Her comprehension of my benign disposition has a wholesome effect on me. She's approachable, generous, and competent, and I feel grateful to have such a lovely Aquarius as a coworker.
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That was certainly heartwarming. She gave me an opportunity to try to satisfy her, because she basically wanted to know if I could go to work for her on March 12. Obviously, I ended up going to work for her on March 12. By the way, I wasn't expecting to hear from her via text message, because I never gave her my phone number; nevertheless, she still had the generosity to take the initiative to send the first text message. It was a lovely surprise. It reminded me of the female of Scorpio who was born on 1996-11-02, because I also never gave her my phone number, but she also still had the generosity to take the initiative to send the first text message. Most of the texting between that female of Scorpio and I happened in April of 2019 and February of 2020, but I think that 2019-03-30 and 2019-11-02 were the most meaningful days between she and I. On 2019-03-30, when she had me as a coworker, she surprised me with a text message. At first, I didn't know who was texting me, but, once she told me, I felt happy. I truly admire what she did. She invigorated the work relationship that she used to have with me, and she invigorated my morale. On 2019-11-02, when I no longer had her as a coworker, I sent her a text message for her 23rd birthday, and she replied that same day.
Needless to say, not everyone is as generous as she is. For example, I remember that, on 2022-11-24 (Thanksgiving Day), I texted, for the first and last time, the particular female (2001-08-24) of Virgo that I had as a coworker; however, she never replied to my text message. Like I said on 2022-12-13, later that day (2022-11-24), when I saw her in person, I cheerfully greeted her, but she refused to greet me back. Additionally, she glanced at me askance. I'm a conscientious male of Taurus, and I sincerely believe that my decision to try to enliven her with a beautiful, heartfelt text message was truly irreproachable.
In 2022, at the workplace where I used to have that female of Virgo as a coworker, I had several gloomy days, because there was a controlling male (1969-03-22) of Aries who bothered me multiple times. He gave off bad vibes, and I quickly started to think that, in the past, he was probably arrested; therefore, I decided to avail myself of the website of the local sheriff's office. According to that website, he was arrested in 1994, 1997, 2005, 2006, and 2014. On the other hand, I was never arrested. Furthermore, I never even received a traffic ticket. (I sold my car on 2018-05-05, but I had that car for more than two years, and I'm happy to say that I never received a traffic ticket.) When I had him as a coworker, he didn't have a supervisory role. He was just a regular employee, but, inexcusably, he still tried to control my actions. I will present a few examples. There was a day when I was stocking products individually, and I had the case of those products right next to me, but he still came over to move the case slightly closer to me, and then he told me that that's where I need to have the case. There was a day when I used a pallet jack to grab a pallet from the "Frozen, Dairy, & Deli" truck, and, as soon as I left the pallet inside the dairy cooler, he came over to tell me, with a peremptory tone, that I need to get to work. There was a day when I was taking a cart full of empty cardboard boxes to an industrial baler, and, shortly after I got to the back room, he stopped me to tell me that my cart isn't full enough, and that I need to go back to my assigned work area. I felt dispirited, because I wasn't impervious to his hostile behavior. I turned around, and I went back to my assigned work area. I decided to acquiesce to his despicable desire to control my actions, partially because I didn't want to possibly imperil my status as a green-card holder. (I came to the U.S. legally, and, since 2006, I've been a lawful permanent resident.) I didn't want to remonstrate with him about his insupportable behavior, because I didn't want him to possibly start a physical fight with me. (In 2005, that reprobate of Aries was charged with battery.) A female boss (1965-06-12) of Gemini was standing very close to us, and she witnessed that short interaction; however, she refused to stand up for me. At that time, she was one of our bosses. She had a great opportunity to put him in his place, but she decided to say absolutely nothing.
During those dark days, the particular female of Virgo that I had as a coworker was a veritable beacon of light. With just her presence, she effortlessly fortified my morale a multiplicity of times. During the times when I was lucky enough to interact with her, I would often feel indescribable felicity. I don't think that I will ever forget that, in the break room, when she and I sat down next to each other for the very first time, and I immediately tried to start a conversation with her, I choked on my own words, because I was overwhelmed by excitement. I couldn't hide the fact that I was deeply enamored of her. She has a captivating personality, and I'm eternally grateful to have had her as a coworker. With the exception of just two work weeks, she and I always had the same work schedule (Tuesday through Saturday). Like I said on 2023-05-08, she's the most enchanting person with whom I have ever interacted, and I know that I will always love her.
In that workplace, most of my work days were actually peaceful; however, there were still many times when the objectionable, demoralizing behavior of the controlling male of Aries impinged upon my collectedness. He's a person destitute of virtuous conduct, and he's probably the worst coworker that I've ever had. There were many moments when I felt vulnerable and frightened, especially considering that nobody in charge appeared to be disposed to restore civility. I made the momentous decision to leave that job, partially because, at that time, I had some inconsiderate bosses who seemed to care only about themselves. The morning of 2022-11-30 was my last time working for Walmart, and, later that day, a male boss (1975-02-03) of Aquarius had the generosity to tell me: "thank you for all your hard work."
Now, I will talk about the female (2001-08-24) with whom I first interacted on 2023-10-02. From 2024-12-27 through 2025-02-09, nothing was said between us. On 2025-02-10, when she finally replied to the e-mail that I had sent her on December 26 of last year, she told me: "it's been a little while since we've talked, your letter was nice."
Later that day, I sent her a three-paragraph e-mail with four images. From 2025-02-11 through 2025-03-01, nothing was said between us. On 2025-03-02, when she finally replied to the e-mail that I had sent her on February 10, she told me: "I'm not sure why I'm just now seeing this reply."
Later that day, I sent her a seven-paragraph e-mail; however, it took her more than 76 days to reply. From 2025-03-03 through 2025-05-16, nothing was said between us. On 2025-05-17, when I realized that, for the second year in a row, she failed to wish me a happy birthday, I sent her an e-mail in which I reminded her that, on eight different occasions, I told her that my birthdate is May 16, 1991. In that e-mail, I also told her: "I understand that you don't have to say anything." On 2025-05-18, when I finally heard from her again, she told me: "I'm sorry I didn't message you sooner."
Later that day, I sent her a four-paragraph e-mail with three images. She never replied, even though she's been active on social media. I'm actually inclined to believe that she has a predilection for social media. I remember that, on 2025-01-19, on TikTok, she publicly insinuated that she's addicted to TikTok:
On 2025-05-18, her main Facebook profile was showing that she's single; however, on 2025-05-19, I noticed that her relationship status had changed to "in a relationship." One's romantic partner tends to be very important for one's personal growth, but, although one can certainly improve due to one's individual efforts, only a Pisces can complete a Virgo; therefore, I believe that a Virgo can aspire to achieve maximum growth only with a Pisces. That's the combination that should be accentuated. I truly want the best for her; consequently, I have already told her that Pisces and Virgo complete each other.
She has already shown herself in favor of personal growth. For example, on 2023-10-07, she told me that she enjoys bettering herself every day. Additionally, on 2024-02-16, she told me that she tries her best to find a way to better herself every day.
Nevertheless, she's currently in a romantic relationship with a male of Virgo who was born on 1997-09-10. Surprisingly, she chose a person who has her solar sign. I think that her judgment is being clouded by egotistical inclinations, and I think that she's choosing to keep personal growth as a low priority. I remember that, on 2023-11-13, she told me that she doesn't support Biden or Trump, and that she "would've preferred Bernie Sanders." Bernie is also a person who has her solar sign.
On 2024-03-10, on Instagram, her profile picture was an image that said: "no pfp because you'll fall in love." It is probable that she's conceited, and I think that that is undoubtedly a turnoff.
Now, I will talk briefly about Trump. On 2015-12-23, via Skype, a female (1965-10-29) of Scorpio told me that she thinks that Trump is "just getting the public attention." In response, I told her that "I think that he would be okay as president of the U.S. government," and that "I'm sure that he's a smart man."
Back then, there were many people who weren't taking Trump's candidacy seriously. For example, on 2015-12-27, a female (1992-01-23) of Aquarius shared an image that said: "when you're waiting for a joke to be over but it's taking forever."
On 2016-09-14, I got a ticket for a Trump rally, and, on 2016-09-19, I drove to Estero, Florida, to attend that rally. I got there more than four hours early, and I paid for parking; however, I still had to park on the grass. There were thousands of people, and the ambiance was amazing. I'm very grateful to have been there. Trump went on to become an excellent president.
